Tuesday, February 07, 2006

the weight (2006)

Woke up this morning with the world
standing on my heart

pushing
tearing
crushing
and burning

Could barely open my front door
which in the past had been so yeilding
now a stone
to be rolled away

Woke up this morning with the world
standing on my heart

This weight is one that hangs in the air
mass heavy
camera ready

it talks lives and breathes with a lumbering elegance
and it is waiting

Woke up this morning with the world
standing on my heart

a strange strangling noise in the night
a fluttering heartbeat against a painted moon
the sensation of loss of life from lungs
leaves me lisping
and gasping for
hope

Woke up this morning with the world
standing on my heart

Many faces and one form
black bleeding
no band aid will fix
that old strange fruit
returns

Woke up this morning with the world
standing on my heart

Every inch of me aching
I run from it
under canopies of memory like it is the monster
in a movie
where I know the ending
Praying that I wake up

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